Its starting to look like a diary, but whatever. Its a love diary. HASDIHDSAUIHDSAUDS

SO, TODAY… WE “MET” for the first time. He had classes in the room right beside mine, and we met. But i was TOO FREAKING NERVOUS ABOUT IT, I COULDN’T EVEN LOOK AT HIS FACE AT ALL, THINKING “He is so pretty OH MY GOD, LOOK AT HIM!!!”. IT WAS HORRIBLE, I might have made him feel… Idk, rejected? I was just dying inside, so I couldn’t… Do anything. AHSIUDSAHUIDSAHUIDS of course we talked, but… Well, anyways.

I had classes, went home… And when I looked at my Facebook, I discovered he was “stalking” me during the class. :O I WAS LIKE “OMFG HOW CUTE OMG SERIOUSLY, I’M GONNA DIE.” ADHSUSADHIUSADHDSAIUHSAIUHUHAUHSADH

He’s so completely cute ): he’s really shy,  and he’s OVERWHELMINGLY HANDSOME. Seriously… SERIOUSLY. I’M GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK. My friends scolded me for not talking to him at all, but I just couldn’t do it. I got mad at them for getting mad at me, but whatever. What matters now is that I’m really, really happy.

And definitely in love. 

I think that’s our standart post title, isn’t it? LOL

Anyways. Hello, my darling. I bring you some news. As we haven’t talked much lately, I thought it would be good to write a “letter”, so here it comes. :)

You knooooow… Do you remember I’ve always had “idols” at school? I mean… The strongest one was HIM, but I liked other guys. (Like… Mini Patrick? LOL or the guy that was like in high school, and some day people made me talk to him and I got really, really nervous and almost died. Do you remember that?)… So, of course its not different at college.

I have G2, Yudi, Kevin, The-cute-and-small-guy-who-is-pretty-and-stylish (but he’s dating a pretty girl), the Opener (he’s single now, btw. AHSDUIDSAHUDS), and well… Lots of “idols”. I haven’t told you of every single one of them because… Its way too many people. But… I’ve always admired them from the distance, and that was all I’ve ever done.

Not this time. Let me explain to you about Kevin.

Kevin is a guy who looks like Kevin Levin (… Its a Ben 10 character, you can kill me now or later :)), BUT NOT THE CARTOON ONE OK. There’s a live action version of it, and… Well… The actor is hot (I THINK SO, OK? YOU NEVER AGREE WITH MY SENSE OF TASTE FOR GUYS, ANYWAYS! ASDHIUDSAHIUSDDS) and they really are alike. A lot. Every single person I’ve showed them both to make a comparison agreed with me.

Well… I was talking to a friend, and suddenly he showed up. I was all like “OH, ITS KEVIN.” and he talked to that friend of mine, but I wasn’t close anymore. So I came home and easily found him on that friend’s profile. At first I was like “ooohhh… I’mm nott gonna addd hiiiimmmm…. ~ ~   ~” but then… I passed his profile to André and he said “HES GOT A VIDEO WITHOUT HIS SHIRT WTF” AND I “OMFG I GOTTA ADD HIM RIGHT NOW.”

Then I did it. And he accepted me right after lunch time. I was so happy… We started to talk through posts. We talked REALLY much, and we had a lot to talk about. After a day talking, I said he could add me on MSN *PLEASE GO AFTER ME,  YOU HOTTIE!* and when I came home, he had added. AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD YOU LITTLE CUTIE! <3 ASDHIASDHDSAUIHDSAIUDHS

So… We talked until 5 am. ADSHIUDSAHDSAUHADSIUDSAHD it was really cool, I was being completely myself and he was okay with that, it was really funny.

THE BEST PART IS THAT HE KINDA DRESSED UP AS REITA (Gazette) AND HE TOOK A PHOTO AND HE TAGGED ME AND I WAS LIKE “OH MY FUCKING GOD, HES SO PRETTY AND HES A REITA ~AND HE TAGGED ME~ OH GOD OH GOD IM GONNA DIE.” ASDHIUSDAHIUDSAHDSAIUHDSAIASHISADHIDUSH

AND NOW, IF YOU LOOK AT MY FACEBOOK, YOU’LL SEE HIM EVERYWHERE. HE TAGGED ME LOTS OF TIMES, AND HE COMMENTS MY POSTS AND AND AND AAAAAAAAH. <3 I really hope we do get along well and start to date because

please

I need some love.


OH GOD HE JUST COMMENTED SOMETHING.

Okay, proceeding… Yesterday (sunday), we didn’t talk at all and I was all ):. Around 7 p.m. I left my PC and didn’t come back, only to see in the morning that he had tagged me and commented on posts. I was so happy, its like “WE JUST CAN’T STAY A FULL DAY WITHOUT TALKING OH GOD”. ASHIUDSAHUSADIHDSAUHASD

And… Well… I’m still wondering if I’m in love with him. I might be really attracted to him or something ): because I think he’s like THE PRETTIEST GUY IN THE WORLD. <3 because he’s completely hot and stylish and I love his hair.

Please, dear God, make me have a happy and pink relationship.  <3

Kisses. ~

Sooooo…. Hi there! :D é, sempre começamos assim, e minha carta vai acabar sendo mais uma resposta do que qualquer coisa. (?)

Eu acho que você se considera uma amiga muito pior do que realmente é, de verdade. Quais poderiam ser seus pontos ruins? Você é um amor de pessoa, sempre tá disposta a sair pra gente se ver, nunca me tratou mal nem nada assim… E tudo o que você pensa e gosta em mim, é o mesmo pra você. Sei que posso contar tudo, confiar em você pra tudo e… Tudo! Você é uma amiga pra tudo, de verdade. 

Lol… About the guys, don’t worry. None of us can judge the other’s tastes, right? I mean… Its even better, right?! You won’t have to worry that maybe I’ll like the guy you want and the same goes to me! ASHUDIASHUDSAIHASDUIS nah, not even if you were dating Johnny Depp I’d do something. Its ~your~ propriety, and I could never feel anything for a guy like that. So… It can go on being the way it is, because its perfect like that. ~

I’m really, really glad we met so many years ago. You’re the best friend I’ve ever had, and the best friend I’ll ever have. 

With lots of love,

Me. :D (?) HAUDHADSUIHDSSD